My Future

Diary,

I am just thinking what I would be like 50 years from today. I feel scared whenever I think about my future. No! I shouldn't be scared. I should face the reality. It is still not too late if I want to change for a better future. It is still not too late for me to be able to grab my future happiness. To live what I want to be. Ya, I am just trying to think positively here. I don't want to put myself in a dark spot, where no one would be able to see me. I want to live with a very bright future with lots of people around me.

I want to get married to someone who truly loves me as I love him. I want to feel to be loved by the one that I love, besides my parents and brothers. Not a one-sided love. But when will it come? 1 year, 2 years, 5 years?