Hi Diary!
I don't know how I should start... You know that everytime I come to you, then there is something inside my heart that I want to let out but I can't. Yea, I am dwelling with my own feeling right now... it's probably because I am having my regular monthly "guest".... which makes me feel more sensitive. I always have a hard time fighting with this feeling. I got irritated with people a lot... got angry very easily... became very selfish... and the only thing I could do is having to isolate myself from anyone... I am afraid that I couldn't have control over myself and will hurt anyone else's feeling by my words or behavior... How should I overcome with this kind of feeling? Reading books? checking on facebook? watching movies? listening to music? cleaning the house? praying? go shopping? or sleep?? Maybe sleeping is the best way of all .... but do I need to sleep for one whole day? Hm... how I wish I could always be happy? or at least show a happy face at all time regardless how I really feel... I want to be able to not let anyone know that I'm in a bad mood, tired, or unhappy.
I guess the answer to my situation is to always BE GRATEFUL in any situation. Thank you Diary for helping me to sort out this feeling. I know it's not easy to do... slowly but surely I definitely will be able to have good control over my emotion. I'll do something that make myself feel happy... and be pretty! You know what it is! ;)
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